Bella was starting to see him unravelling. It looked not new. But it was new to her. She had spent so much time lost, romanticizing what she and Linus had … Continue reading Unravelled
Conspiracies and Cigarettes
The air was thick. The days had started to blend together, the repetitive tediousness of the same thing day in, day out. It was maddening, but Bella dared not to … Continue reading Conspiracies and Cigarettes
Suns and Fairs
They had made a plan to go to the fair, together they had found a ride and made a plan. Linus was annoyed to say the least. he had gone … Continue reading Suns and Fairs
Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
If she had known that would be the last time she would see him, hug him, eat breakfast with him, she would have stretched that 24 hours out as long … Continue reading Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
Merry New Year Or Some Shit.
She had started drinking all 11 am that day. She needed to be able to handle her being there. Bella didn’t even understand what she had been thinking when she … Continue reading Merry New Year Or Some Shit.
Scratches and Scars
“One day you’re going to explode” she had said to Bella. At the time Bella had jusy shrugged it off. What was going to happen, would happen. Deep down though … Continue reading Scratches and Scars
Almost Completely Unravelled
It finally hit hwe what that was. It was a feeling. A feeling so familiar, she had lived with it for years and probably over looked the obvious because she … Continue reading Almost Completely Unravelled
Swallow Them Pills
Bella read the leaflet over and over. The side effects, what the medication was for. Looking for something to give her the push she needed to just open the bottle … Continue reading Swallow Them Pills
Life’s A Puzzle
It had taken so many years for her to not only collect all the parts, but successfully put them together to see the picture in all its traumatic gaslit glory. … Continue reading Life’s A Puzzle
drinking til we cant feel feelings
Bella had always been a creature of habit. She had to learn how to feel. Worse yet she had to teach herself HOW to feel. It was a devastating lesson. … Continue reading drinking til we cant feel feelings
The Misadventures of the Late Mz. R.E. 