Bella read the leaflet over and over. The side effects, what the medication was for. Looking for something to give her the push she needed to just open the bottle … Continue reading Swallow Them Pills

Bella read the leaflet over and over. The side effects, what the medication was for. Looking for something to give her the push she needed to just open the bottle … Continue reading Swallow Them Pills
It had taken so many years for her to not only collect all the parts, but successfully put them together to see the picture in all its traumatic gaslit glory. … Continue reading Life’s A Puzzle
Bella had always been a creature of habit. She had to learn how to feel. Worse yet she had to teach herself HOW to feel. It was a devastating lesson. … Continue reading drinking til we cant feel feelings
Slowly over time, she noticed Linus removing more of his things that had gotten mixed with hers. Everyday he shared less and less with her until Bella had no idea … Continue reading Cold Compassion
She sat there, on Nose’s couch. He sat there, Linus, across from her. Talking to Nose the Fat Guru like she was a mere decoration on one of the many … Continue reading Warm Confusion
Bella was lost in thought as she helped Nose paint that floor. Her mind caught up in the mess that was her life in that moment. She knew exactly how … Continue reading Mar The Paint
Bella sat on a rooftop enjoying a beer in the sun. It had been a long time since Bella had felt this nice. The sun was warm on her face … Continue reading Sunshine and Fireworks
This was not how she imagined that she would spend her adult life. Her old tricks were starting to lose potency and she felt like she was running out of … Continue reading Welcome
She had developed this shitty habit. On the not so rare occasion that Linus left her alone, she had started going through his stuff. To be real, Bella was snooping. … Continue reading Snooping
Bella knew there was no going back, she would never be who she once was. She felt like she had lost her edge and was exhausted in a way that … Continue reading The Return and The Reality