She knew what she was doing and knew what she did. Bella knew this would happen and she honestly Fucken thought she could endure like always. Let herself believe that … Continue reading Dearest Me
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Universal Punchline
What if this was it? What if this was going to be her purpose, her life? Everything leading up to this had been terrible, whether it being her doing or … Continue reading Universal Punchline
Blues and Beards
on a last minute whim Bella ran out the door and made her way to the pub. it was the peak of summer and everyone was out. the air was … Continue reading Blues and Beards
Fat Guru
Instead of leaving this time, he brought the party to her. As she sat in Nose’s living room, she got a front seat view of what Linus had been leaving … Continue reading Fat Guru
Do not Disturb
Bella watched the world around her continue to grow and get on just fine despite this fuckery that was her life currently. How… no why did she continue to put … Continue reading Do not Disturb
Full Circle
“How the fuck did I end up here again?” Bella thought to herself. She was sitting on Nose’s couch, cried out and exhausted. He had left her stranded in one … Continue reading Full Circle
Merry New Year
He said he was going to look for a job. It was later than usual, but not too late to cause her any real concern. Isn’t that always the way. … Continue reading Merry New Year
For Love or Money
A shitty person once said “someone has to be the janitor because not everyone can be rich” Bella didn’t want to be rich, she just wanted to be okay. to … Continue reading For Love or Money
Maybe
It was the need for him to acknowledge her. To look at her, address her. Anything. She clawed for that Maybe. “maybe” he would look at her and she would … Continue reading Maybe
Thirds and Fourths
The worst about thing being this far down the rabbit hole of depression for Bella was the fact that she was more likely to daydream on the things she believed … Continue reading Thirds and Fourths
The Misadventures of the Late Mz. R.E. 