She was in a dark place and she wasn’t sure exactly how she got here. It felt like no matter what she did misfortune found her. The darkness had come on so gradually, she had started out so crazy and angry that she hadn’t seen what was churning underneath until it was too much for her to bear. By the time she saw it, it was far too late and she didn’t know what to do.
She tried to swallow it down like she had everything else, but she was full up. No more room for anything else. So it sat there on the surface.
She moved through the world feeling more alone than ever. With certainty she knew she could scream and no one would notice or hear. While everyone floated around, she sunk in the quick sand forced to wade through it unseen.
Things were getting harder by the day. She was beginning to drown and she wasn’t sure she was going to try to swim for air.
So she did what any daughter of Bella would do in this dark finality chosen.
Bambam chose violence.
Clear cut self slaughter would be the upcoming theme in the journey that was the Tale of Bambam the Brave