Of all the people who have strolled in and caused chaos in her life, he was the worst. Big nightmare in a little package. And you know…. Bella saw the … Continue reading A Little Nightmare… Maybe

Of all the people who have strolled in and caused chaos in her life, he was the worst. Big nightmare in a little package. And you know…. Bella saw the … Continue reading A Little Nightmare… Maybe
In the midst of dealing with Linus and his fuckery, the hits just would not stop. The only other person who could upheave her world, mayhap even better than Linus … Continue reading Her
On the other side of the path of destruction that Bella had lain, she found herself in a mountain of bullshit she had created for herself that she would have … Continue reading Post Destruction Pillow Talk
The line were getting blurry. Bella had successfully implemented assured destruction for herself and Linus. Along with that choice, came some unexpecte curve balls. Emotions that Bella did not expect. … Continue reading Blurry
Here she was again, entering the abyss that gets harder to leave with every visit. Bella swore the inky blackness got blacker every time she would enter. The grip would … Continue reading Inky Blackness
It wasn’t fun anymore, she joined in sipping on her whiskey simply for something to do. In the moment it was nice, engaging and confortable as Nose would ask if … Continue reading When the Party is Over
It’s their and it’s her fault It wasn’t their fault that Bella was where she was exactly, but it’s their fault she was on this path to begin with. The … Continue reading get bitter not better
She never thought to take pictures of the everyday people in her life. They were just always together so it never occured to her to take those pictures. And now … Continue reading Remniscient
Everyday she would get these fleeting flashes of what she believed she was becoming. The sacrificing mother, the one who could’ve done this or been that, an immense amount of … Continue reading Hysterical Blindness
What a goddamn blur self destruction could be. It was and wasn’t as fun as Bella remembered. This time felt more deliberately painful. And so very dark. It had never … Continue reading Down the Rabbit Hole