On the other side of the path of destruction that Bella had lain, she found herself in a mountain of bullshit she had created for herself that she would have … Continue reading Post Destruction Pillow Talk

On the other side of the path of destruction that Bella had lain, she found herself in a mountain of bullshit she had created for herself that she would have … Continue reading Post Destruction Pillow Talk
Here she was again, entering the abyss that gets harder to leave with every visit. Bella swore the inky blackness got blacker every time she would enter. The grip would … Continue reading Inky Blackness
She could disappear tomorrow and it would take him a few days to notice. well that is not completely true, she could probably get a good 10 hour start though … Continue reading invisible
It wasn’t fun anymore, she joined in sipping on her whiskey simply for something to do. In the moment it was nice, engaging and confortable as Nose would ask if … Continue reading When the Party is Over
It’s their and it’s her fault It wasn’t their fault that Bella was where she was exactly, but it’s their fault she was on this path to begin with. The … Continue reading get bitter not better
She never thought to take pictures of the everyday people in her life. They were just always together so it never occured to her to take those pictures. And now … Continue reading Remniscient
Everyday she would get these fleeting flashes of what she believed she was becoming. The sacrificing mother, the one who could’ve done this or been that, an immense amount of … Continue reading Hysterical Blindness
What a goddamn blur self destruction could be. It was and wasn’t as fun as Bella remembered. This time felt more deliberately painful. And so very dark. It had never … Continue reading Down the Rabbit Hole
Nothing like a little self sabotage to clear your path. Bella walked into that party with the whole hearted intention to find that one who could help her achieve her … Continue reading Big Fires Everywhere
This wasn’t even the beginning of the end. She had thought it was. It was more like a warning of things yet to come. It wasn’t subtle and therefore Bella … Continue reading Holes