It was the realization that she had actually always been this depressed. That Bella had always been this lost, yet still yield the ability to maintain some level of joy … Continue reading Future Joy

The usual response to these situations were to disappear. Unfortunately Bella had realized that even when she chose to stay that people forgot she was there. How was it that … Continue reading Trash

Why did it seem so necessary for Bella to be the villain? She pondered this sipping her coffee. How long had she had to deal with this unrealistic and shitty … Continue reading Villains and Heroes

She thought she could save him, then she thought she couldn’t. Bella began to see Linus as even he did not know he needed her to. She started to see … Continue reading Cracked Rose Coloured Glasses

Bella was starting to see him unravelling. It looked not new. But it was new to her. She had spent so much time lost, romanticizing what she and Linus had … Continue reading Unravelled

The air was thick. The days had started to blend together, the repetitive tediousness of the same thing day in, day out. It was maddening, but Bella dared not to … Continue reading Conspiracies and Cigarettes

They had made a plan to go to the fair, together they had found a ride and made a plan. Linus was annoyed to say the least. he had gone … Continue reading Suns and Fairs

If she had known that would be the last time she would see him, hug him, eat breakfast with him, she would have stretched that 24 hours out as long … Continue reading Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda