She had started drinking all 11 am that day. She needed to be able to handle her being there. Bella didn’t even understand what she had been thinking when she … Continue reading Merry New Year Or Some Shit.
Scratches and Scars
“One day you’re going to explode” she had said to Bella. At the time Bella had jusy shrugged it off. What was going to happen, would happen. Deep down though … Continue reading Scratches and Scars
Almost Completely Unravelled
It finally hit hwe what that was. It was a feeling. A feeling so familiar, she had lived with it for years and probably over looked the obvious because she … Continue reading Almost Completely Unravelled
Swallow Them Pills
Bella read the leaflet over and over. The side effects, what the medication was for. Looking for something to give her the push she needed to just open the bottle … Continue reading Swallow Them Pills
Life’s A Puzzle
It had taken so many years for her to not only collect all the parts, but successfully put them together to see the picture in all its traumatic gaslit glory. … Continue reading Life’s A Puzzle
drinking til we cant feel feelings
Bella had always been a creature of habit. She had to learn how to feel. Worse yet she had to teach herself HOW to feel. It was a devastating lesson. … Continue reading drinking til we cant feel feelings
Cold Compassion
Slowly over time, she noticed Linus removing more of his things that had gotten mixed with hers. Everyday he shared less and less with her until Bella had no idea … Continue reading Cold Compassion
Warm Confusion
She sat there, on Nose’s couch. He sat there, Linus, across from her. Talking to Nose the Fat Guru like she was a mere decoration on one of the many … Continue reading Warm Confusion
Mar The Paint
Bella was lost in thought as she helped Nose paint that floor. Her mind caught up in the mess that was her life in that moment. She knew exactly how … Continue reading Mar The Paint
Sunshine and Fireworks
Bella sat on a rooftop enjoying a beer in the sun. It had been a long time since Bella had felt this nice. The sun was warm on her face … Continue reading Sunshine and Fireworks
The Misadventures of the Late Mz. R.E. 