She had started drinking all 11 am that day. She needed to be able to handle her being there. Bella didn’t even understand what she had been thinking when she … Continue reading Merry New Year Or Some Shit.
She had started drinking all 11 am that day. She needed to be able to handle her being there. Bella didn’t even understand what she had been thinking when she … Continue reading Merry New Year Or Some Shit.
“One day you’re going to explode” she had said to Bella. At the time Bella had jusy shrugged it off. What was going to happen, would happen. Deep down though … Continue reading Scratches and Scars
It finally hit hwe what that was. It was a feeling. A feeling so familiar, she had lived with it for years and probably over looked the obvious because she … Continue reading Almost Completely Unravelled
It had taken so many years for her to not only collect all the parts, but successfully put them together to see the picture in all its traumatic gaslit glory. … Continue reading Life’s A Puzzle
Bella had always been a creature of habit. She had to learn how to feel. Worse yet she had to teach herself HOW to feel. It was a devastating lesson. … Continue reading drinking til we cant feel feelings
Slowly over time, she noticed Linus removing more of his things that had gotten mixed with hers. Everyday he shared less and less with her until Bella had no idea … Continue reading Cold Compassion
She sat there, on Nose’s couch. He sat there, Linus, across from her. Talking to Nose the Fat Guru like she was a mere decoration on one of the many … Continue reading Warm Confusion
Bella was lost in thought as she helped Nose paint that floor. Her mind caught up in the mess that was her life in that moment. She knew exactly how … Continue reading Mar The Paint
Bella sat on a rooftop enjoying a beer in the sun. It had been a long time since Bella had felt this nice. The sun was warm on her face … Continue reading Sunshine and Fireworks
This was not how she imagined that she would spend her adult life. Her old tricks were starting to lose potency and she felt like she was running out of … Continue reading Welcome