The words meshed together. She felt this overwhelming Deja Vu. Had she wrote them? Or was it that she’d stared at them so much over the years that they were always just behind her eyes.

Her mind blanked for a moment, Her brain trying to salvage a little but of sanity in this mental shit storm that Bella was currently living in.

“It’s hard to get out of bed” Linus was saying to Nose, pulling her away from what she had been so enthralled with.

“Honestly, its hard to get into bed,” Bella thought. “Because you’re in it”

She had to stop herself from momentarily letting her eyes give away her new found contempt.

She stopped, surprised. It had swooped in so fast. Bella didn’t even feel it coming.

Strange. New.

Welcome

Although it probably wasn’t, or perhaps it was, but it felt like in that moment. It took that moment for Bella to begin to stop giving a shit.

Either way, that moment snapped away another string in the disentanglement of Bella and Linus