She never thought to take pictures of the everyday people in her life. They were just always together so it never occured to her to take those pictures. And now some of them are gone. The most important ones and all she will have are the memories of them.
Fuck thats depressing.
As Bella was going through another month of not knowing what was next. She was stuck in the reality loop of the same everyday. This false falso hope that Linus would come around. Today would be the day that he would finally want to talk to her and listen to what she had to say.
The script she had run through her head time and time again that would jolt his memory back to the place where he loved her.
Thing was… did he ever actually?
The speech she had….Bella was still too caught up in it to see it was more of a plea. She was holding onto this idea of what she wanted so badly that she was blind to the fact that it wasn’t what she needed.
Even IF in the backmost smallest part of her brain she also knew that this was not what she needed and more so, not what she actually wanted.
It was back there with another broken string in the disentanglement of Bella and Linus.